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Wrecked Hearts

Trying new things... over analyzing... being excessively dramatic... feeling like a teenager... making mistakes... feeling deep grief -- about this, before, other times and other people...  wishing things had been different... trying to forgive myself... we are all broken, but still need touch and kindness and compassion.


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A Shining Moment of Blinding Hope...

never walk alone

Another short meditation and remembrance of my friend Paul. I found this in an old notebook I had from when he recorded the Toe Jam demo tapes... it has always brought me comfort and peace (punctuation and capitalization as I found it):

"Trying to think about what to paint colors are so hard to mix unsurrealistically but I have ideas the sun rising over the earth in bright flaming glory ...

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